Three years ago and we share life with Azularina, because today I am three years of taking insulin pump attached. I tattooed in memory of today, February 1 than waiting in one of the corridors of Montecelo Light said: "Within a moment you enter, and April 2 will connect the pump." The truth that the way I sounded very strong. As strong as the continuous dizziness of 1 º s days and months ... to which I was slowly getting used until they came to disappear into moments of pure nerve.
As Lawrence told me the other day, seems to carry the pump in the head ... that will live with it-has led me that. So much so that the paint in various boxes, the protagonist of the past did theme "eyes every where" where each week photographed with a different background depending on where was between 4 and 6 pm -because this time was the subject.
Here we are on a piece of the mural of "color everyday" that soon you will see in full. 
"... I was very reluctant to connect the insulin pump did not want to live hooked to a little machine, but I overcame the psychological rejection glycemic seeing better results. So the stand and carry it with me, until I have found the good things in terms of quality of life, and even my friend has named Montse Azularina. get over as soon as possible is one of the things I want most, and that when certain factors will achieve balance and maintain. Hopefully this uncertainty becomes past, at least before I change this pump with a more modern, and has the calm and serenity to control me as much as possible, to maybe meet some hidden dream " (May 2010)
" ... One of my struggles is to change my catheter (every 3 days) with no dizziness, no nerves, no tears, no fears ... This is my hope, is clear as insulin, is neither green nor much less blue "(January 2011).
* Now, three years later, remember the 1st day like it was yesterday, where all the change was so brutal that it almost made me forget 22 years of continuous pinpricks. It was like passing a phase of a game. I know I'm in another somewhat uncertain, that adaptation is still beating, but sometimes seems to forget. I still have tremors overcome the fears of my imagination, dilute as blood goes up and down, thinking that if the catheter is stuck nothing happens to change it, it's all for the better, and try to become the best nurse that would be .
As would Cerati, thanks total: a light, for these 7 years have taught us so much, to Virginia, so nice to get back, Silvia, for your encouragement behaviorists; to my cousins \u200b\u200band Coruña Barcelona by interesaros how I, a Xurxo, for putting up with my explanations, to Helena and other crazy short people, because it amuses my typewriter; Alba, for the surprises to Elba, and advice, trust and the lamp of snow Julio, for the good energy and natural discoveries, Coco grandmothers and Meche, for caring in the distance, to my parents and grandmother, on concern cosntante and eternal to Augustus, by todolodemásquenadiemásve.
* Now, three years later, remember the 1st day like it was yesterday, where all the change was so brutal that it almost made me forget 22 years of continuous pinpricks. It was like passing a phase of a game. I know I'm in another somewhat uncertain, that adaptation is still beating, but sometimes seems to forget. I still have tremors overcome the fears of my imagination, dilute as blood goes up and down, thinking that if the catheter is stuck nothing happens to change it, it's all for the better, and try to become the best nurse that would be .
As would Cerati, thanks total: a light, for these 7 years have taught us so much, to Virginia, so nice to get back, Silvia, for your encouragement behaviorists; to my cousins \u200b\u200band Coruña Barcelona by interesaros how I, a Xurxo, for putting up with my explanations, to Helena and other crazy short people, because it amuses my typewriter; Alba, for the surprises to Elba, and advice, trust and the lamp of snow Julio, for the good energy and natural discoveries, Coco grandmothers and Meche, for caring in the distance, to my parents and grandmother, on concern cosntante and eternal to Augustus, by todolodemásquenadiemásve.
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